There's so much i could say about her... How i first met her as her tutor, or how she picked up on my hints that i needed someone to take to the symphony.  How we kept our dating a secret from our classmates all the while texting each other while sitting at the same table. How i we both agreed that we weren't ready for a relationship, and considered ourselves "non-dating" each other. How we try to keep each date new and different.  My first time ice skating was with her.  I surprised her with tickets to Cirque du Soleil.  Giving her a stuffed kitten and a ball of string for christmas because she always teased me by telling me she likes me as much as a kitten likes a ball of string.  How we hide hidden messages within our texts...  But the fact that i'm writing about her here, should speak volumes on how much i like her.

I've never wanted anything so bad

Good Mother - Jay Brannan